Slow-Cooked Sentences

Five things to finish this summer

Rachael Conlin Levy

I like fresh starts, mornings when I wake before anyone else, and first sentences in books. I like hilltops and horizons. I like the potential contained inside the sunflower seed I poke into the soil. I like baby bumps, the first day of school, the first day of the year, the first lost tooth. I like beginnings.

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I’m not so good with endings, just ask my children how many times the tooth fairy forgot to deliver. Except on hikes where I happily wag the tail, I rarely make it to the finish line. I’ve got a bag stuffed with granny squares crocheted for an afghan I was dreaming of circa 2008. I’ve got fifty thousand words written in November 2009 when I participated in National Novel Writing Month, and twenty-nine drafts moldering on this blog. I’ve got pajama seams that split and jeans that ripped and moth-chewed sweaters waiting for repair. In a kitchen cupboard sits ten pounds of barley flour purchased last year when I decided to master the art of sourdough bread making. Unopened barley flour. And shall I mention the Levis in incremental sizes stashed under the bed waiting for a slimmer me? Oh, I could go on and on and on, which only underlines my point, don’t you think?
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But this time I’m choosing not just the start, but the finish, too. It reminds me of newspaper reporting when I didn’t have a choice but to deliver the story or get dinged, demoted or dumped for not making the deadline. Thinking, perhaps, that I secretly desire duress, I launch myself into my summer projects with sadomasochistic spirit: The bookends of summer — Memorial Day and Labor Day — are my starting and my stopping points. But when I worked in newspapers, I also had editorial support and a system to work within, and so I’ve recreated those things, too. I’ve got accountability. I’ve got a code for marking my todo list. I’ve got inspiration.

Now, all I need is to finish.

  1. Complete a short story.
  2. Run a 5K with one of my kids.
  3. Paint the front of my writing desk.
  4. Sew my sashiko stitchery into a wall hanging.
  5. Rip out roots and repair the rock wall in the front yard.
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5 responses to “Five things to finish this summer”

  1. Christina says:

    Ah, you should see all the hopeful starts and unfinished projects I have packed up to take with us to our new house, wherever that may be…how tempting it was to ditch them all and start fresh! I guess I have to bestir myself to think of them not as boxes of Guilt but rather as boxes of Potential.

  2. Ending and I are not on the best of terms. I get it. Such prioritization is a big help and your 5 look totally doable. You’ll knock these items out, no problem.

  3. Andrea says:

    Ah, alas, me too. Buying yarn and fabric is so much more fun than actually finishing whatever you bought it for. Ditto daydreaming a story or a project. So much possibility at the start…so much pressure at the end. So, good for you for planning to finish…it looks like a good, well-rounded list, not too long (also, list-making is something I do…not so much on the crossing-off!!).

  4. Linda says:

    Your list of five is great and achievable. I hope you have fun with each of them and use your creativity in the process. When I see you in Aug., I’d be glad to help with some of the sewing stuff. Missing you and loving you always,
    Ma

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